Anxiety

As all of you know I was laid off last July (2009). I have been on unemployment benefits since then and have until Sept. when they run out. I have been looking for another Detentions job around the city I live in but so far nothing! As the months creep closer and closer to Sept. my anxiety about working is building up more and more. I lay in bed at night and my mind just wonders... I am so scared I am not going to be able to find a job, I really dont want to go back to something like waitressing but if I have to I will. What if I am unable to find anything? There's a little boy I HAVE to provide for. Everyone I talk to says "it will work out" Oh ya?? what makes you so damn sure it will? I have been out of work for a year and nothing has "worked out" so far. I get so frustrated when I hear that. I just want my job back!!! moving to another county is out of the question because I NEED my support system and help with my son. I am just so scared for the next few months and the possibilities of what is to come.... Going through an academy & accomplishing all that I did last year I want to start my career & not have to worry about tomorrow or next months rent. This is so stressful.